10 Signs that your relationship wont work out..
1) He goes onto friendster when he is overseas studying and claims that he is single and looking out for other woman. When you confront him he simply gets angry and defensive saying that that is the default setting. Which is not true.
2) He goes out with his best fren to check out some girl his best fren got to noe thru the net.
3) He seems so busy and tired always and doesnt want to talk to you or be with you. But when you see his internet history he has been visiting porn websites late into the night using your internet account. That explains why he is always busy and tired.
4) He slaps and hits you.
5) He lies to his parents that he is at the hospital accompanying you throughout the night when your mum is very sick in the hospital. But in actual fact he is playing mahjong overnight at his fren's place.
6) He tells you you are fat and flabby when you have just lost 5 kg of weight and everyone else claims that you are too thin for your own good.
7) He tells his frens that you are not his girlfren and that you are just helping with bringing things overseas to him when u actually worked as a salesgirl and stood the whole day just to earn the money to fly overseas to see him.
8) He tells his frens the most intimate things are you and him but when you tell your frens about you and him he flies into a rage.
9) He puts his life plans, career plans ahead of yours.
10) He basically loves himself. More than he loves you.
You are Milk Chocolate
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A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
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James Frey, A Million Little Pieces
"...when I don't think I can last another minute, if I just hold on, hold on tight and with everything I got, the shit gets better..."
- James Frey, A Million Little Pieces
Superwoman..
When looking at the MTV, It makes me wonder.. Does he love me or does he love himself? Is it wearing me down?.. while pondering over this.. here's the lyrics to the song I crave now..
Early in the morning, I put breakfast at your table
一夜都沒睡但我 不曾如此清醒
我早餐準備了你 愛吃的東西
這次換我等你被咖啡 的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨 對我微笑著的你
還能夠 做些什麼代替我的歉意
總是望著我 小心翼翼 順著我呼吸
而我竟然理所當然 讓你精疲力盡
You were my superwoman
安靜的在身邊 無條件給我 夢寐以求的溫柔
But I am only human
我怎麼不懂你多寂寞 殘忍的犯了錯
不能失去你 Ooh—Babe---
You fought your way through the rush hour
Try to make it home just for me
月光下靜靜靠著彼此 只求夜長一點
有多久沒有好好看你 只是認定了我
無論在什麼時候回頭 都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也會有 想要哭的感覺
沒有一種付出應該永遠心甘情願
再給被寵壞的男人最後一次機會
換我忍耐換我等待 不要真的棄權
(---Baby)是我把愛想得太簡單
以為只要我存在就能讓你取暖
心裏唯一的superwoman沒有人能代替
不能想像更不能原諒這樣讓愛化成 灰燼
If you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
STOP right where you are, everybody sing along with me.
Stop! Take time out to love..
It's been a while since I last posted. The last time I posted was when I was half way through my final semester. Now.. I have embarked on a new phase.. the phase that many dread.. I started out looking forward to this new phase.. the thought of being financially independent for once.. being able to provide a more luxurious lifestyle for my love ones.. just made me want to start this phase asap.. but once its here.. it doesnt seem to be that thrilling after all.. not that theres so much work that wear me down.. but it was the exact opposite of it.. weird as it may sound.. I feel more motivated when theres piles and piles of work to do.. so I have an aim to work towards to.. when theres none.. i feel sluggish.. not sure where this will lead me too.. in front of me.. its all fogged up.. not sure where the light is at the end of the tunnel.. not sure whether if theres even one.. but I should be glad and count my lucky stars that I have a job.. a job that gives relatively good benefits.
Work aside, things are not looking that bright on the home front... mum's down again.. seeing her go through operations after operations.. all wired up and cut up just breaks my heart.. cant help feeling guilty for not spending time with her when I should have.. when theres still time for her.. I was too selfish.. paying attention only to my own needs.. while she gave up all the pleasures just to bring me and sis up.. all these years of working without a break.. scrimping and saving for us.. now.. when I am able to provide.. my dad is not around.. and my mum is lying in the hospital.. is this how things should turn out to be? well, I just hope that those out there may take this as an advice.. to slow down.. to stop rushing around for a while.. and take time out to treasure their love ones..
It felt like graduation day..
ok well, I am supposed to do some update on free riders.. but i guess it's been censored due to the controversial nature.. hence,I shall skip that.. :)
I'm supposed to prepare for tomorrow's test.. but well .. here I am, looking thru the pics that I took on my FYP poster presentation day.. it was really dumb, make us stand there and do nothing.. so we went round taking pics, and it felt like graduation day.. perhaps becos this presentation marks a closure to one big part of our 4 years of uni life..so I shall not go on any further and shall let the pics do the talking.. :)
umm.. 6 gals & 1 guy??
The Attack of the Monsters!!!!
IA mates
Bigger part of CN3
Lab mate
Part of CN3
FYP mate
Aimei & me!
My FYP Poster..
Middle Of Nowhere
Middle Of Nowhere-
Weird
Hanson/D. ChildIsn't it weird. Isn't it strange
Even though we're just two strangers on this runaway train
We're both trying to find a place in the sun
We've lived in the shadows, but doesn't everyone
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes
Isn't it hard. Standing in the rain
You're on the verge of going crazy and your heart's in pain
No one can hear though you're screaming so loud
You feel all alone in a faceless crowd
Isn't it strange how we all get a little bit weird sometimes
Sitting on the side. Waiting for a sign. Hoping that my luck will change
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same
When you live in a cookie cutter world being different is a sin
So you don't stand out. And you don't fit in. Weird
Sitting on the side. Waiting for a sign. Hoping that my luck will change
Reaching for a hand that can understand, someone who feels the same
When you live in a cookie cutter world if you're different you can't win
So you don't stand out and you don't fit in. Weird
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird
Strange, how we all get a little bit
Strange, 'cause we're all just a little bit weird sometimes
Just a little bit weird sometimes
Good Enuff
Good Enough
from Fumbling Towards Ecstasy (1993)
also found on The Freedom Sessions (1994) and Mirrorball (1999)hey your glass is empty
it's a hell of a long way home
why don't you let me take you
it's no good to go alone
i never would have opened up
but you seemed so real to me
after all the bullshit i've heard
it's refreshing not to see
i don't have to pretend
she doesn't expect it from me
so don't tell me i haven't been good to you
don't tell me i haven't been there for you
just tell me why nothing is good enough
hey little girl would you like some candy
your momma said it's ok
the door is open come on outside
no i can't come out today
it's not the wind that cracked your shoulder
and threw you to the ground
who's there that makes you so afraid
you're shaken to the bone
you know i don't understand
you deserve so much more than this
so don't tell me why he's never been good to you
don't tell me why he's never been there for you
and i'll tell you that why is simply not good enough
so just let me try and i will be there for you
i'll show you why you're so much more than good enough
I Will Remember You
I Will Remember You
from Rarities, B-Sides, and Other Stuff (1996)
also found on Mirrorball (1999)i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
remember the good times that we had
let them slip away from us when things got bad
clearly i first saw you smiling in the sun
wanna feel your warmth upon me
i want to be the one
i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
i'm so tired that i can't sleep
standing on the edge of something much too deep
it's funny how i feel so much yet cannot say a word
we are screaming inside oh we can't be heard
i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
so afraid to love you more afraid to lose
clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
where once there was a darkness, a deep and endless night
you gave me everything you had oh you gave me life
i will remember you
will you remember me?
don't let your life pass you by
weep not for the memories
